I got some bad news on Tuesday…

Flamencology said:
My latest MRI shows that my tumour has had significant growth since my last scan, 3 months ago.

Not sure what’s next. My wife, my medical team, and specialists from away are currently looking into possible options.

It’s been 14 years since I was originally diagnosed. I’ve been lucky. But I’m so tired. Have had a shocking number of surgeries and treatments over the years, and have been on chemo now for newly 2 years.

Haven’t had the “how long?” conversation yet, but things are starting to feel more and more ‘real’, feel like the walls are closing in, and am really worried about who’ll take care of DdBob when I’m gone.

:shrug:

I know that there’s nothing that can be said that hasn’t been said before, and that words of consolation often feel like extremely depressing birthday cards.

But it helps writing about it, having a support circle, etc.

Tuesdays, man.
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hang in there flame…easy for me to say right. You’re an inspiration to us and I’ll always cherish my memories at the pool house. Don’t worry about me you done good to me and learned me well so I now have the”power of flamencology”forever with me but if I need help I’m sure Peen will be there for me.

Ill smoke some bongs and send positive thoughts your way…. You can count on that friend! Of course you can always PM me if you want to talk Geddy Lee and Rush!
:)
 
Aw man, I'm so sorry. All I can offer is my positive thoughts, but know that if our little community's positive thoughts could give you strength you'd be Kal-El.
 
Mojo sent. Don't remember if you accept prayers or, not, either way, you are getting them.

Wife is healed up enough from surgery to start radiation in a couple of weeks. Today we go for her to lie on something like a bean bag chair, for a mold to be made so, she always lays in the same spot, in the same position. Also a scan so they know where to shoot so they don't hit her heart and lungs.

She is supposed to be all good after this but, still scary. Still makes me think, I would sooo much rather be the one to go first. Not the one left behind. So, mojo and prayers for your family too.
 
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