Nope, you are not alone. I waited in my front yard with my camera until the scrub. I'm about 3 hours south, bit I can see the rockets launch from my yard. I hope it goes off on Friday.
I love the idea of space flight, but the logical part of my mind tells me manned space missions are a waste of resources that could be spent on robot probes that are cheaper, can do more science, and are better suited for the hazards of space . We are perfectly adapted to live here, and going out to even low earth orbit is dangerous and expensive. We are fragile and need a lot of stuff to live in space. The other part of my mind wants to do the Kessel run in under 3 parsecs and explore the cosmos.